Could it be that life is not as hard as we make it? Was cleaning cabinets yesterday...that, & easy listening music going in the background, gives you time to ponder.. In 30 years will all the things matter that seem so upseting on a daily basis? In 40 yrs will anyone care about the Mother's Day without children? I don't think so. They will remember ME but not that they weren't around. Minds are like that...they remember what makes them feel good & the rest just goes away.They will tell stories, shake their heads & say I was a good person. Oh, then they will name my faults, but, they will have forgiven me them...again, that is what the mind tends to do.

So, don't think I am going to feel bad anymore...think I am going to be OK...